Sunday, February 26, 2012

just me, again. :)

Sweet, sweet angel... or angels. Wow. I guess there really could be more than one of you, huh? For now, I suppose I will just speak to you as though you are one, but if we find out there is a second or even third little one waiting to be born, well that's just MORE love to share.

I finally spoke to your mommy AND daddy on the phone yesterday. I can say, with complete confidence now, that they are your parents. They seem just so wonderful that I could bust with excitement. Every time I think about them I get this giant smile stretching across my face. Your father was quiet for the majority of the two hour phone call, but I believe that was because your mother and I just chattered away about any and everything we could think of. We are very similar, she and I. I think that's part of what makes us such a wonderful fit.

There are still so many steps to go, that when I think about them individually, it all seems a little overwhelming- just knowing that there is so much that has to be taken care of before we can begin the cycle, etc. But, you're worth it. I know that. They know that. And, someday, we will all look back on these early days as though they just seemed to fly by. It is my hope that very soon we'll be saying "well, that didn't take long at all!" While looking at a black and white ultrasound photo of you in your wonderful state of unborn perfection...

For now, we wait. We research. We explore all of our options on things such as insurance, etc... And soon, this part will only be remembered because of this little blog post. :)  These thoughts will be overtaken by thoughts of "pink or blue?" and "pack n play or crib?" "doctor or midwife?"... And I can't wait.

Today, the weather is yucky and rainy and chilly out, so I'm going to go snuggle up in the bed with my own husband and baby.

I'll see you very soon, little one!!!

My hope for you #2: I hope that you know the comfort of snuggling up on the couch or in bed & staying in on chilly, rainy days.

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